water; sand;  salt; sun;  v i v e.
thats what i feel like i thrive best on. but do you know what? that exact zen feeling is like over a thousand miles + then some away from me. i've come to notice it can be quite painful at times when you feel like you're physically missing something. some people go their whole lives never finding out what that urge was + most will actually shame themselves & project their shame instead of understanding it was their very own + unique |i n t u i t i o n|. their vibe, their authenticity. who they really are. people call these moments a midlife crisis but really it is an identity crisis. they just realized they've been living their entire life making decisions based off others intuitions and unable to comprehend it all started with us. we had the power and we gave it away, let it be a lesson and a blessin'! it can be absolutely soul crushing to get to that point in your life and some people truly don't make it. any time i've tried to blend in  i've only met pure resistance with myself + i felt like a liar.. this went from simple lifestyle decisions to personal opinions and beliefs, etc. at every level i can only be the purest form of me. there is always going to be a form of karma so i am honestly trying to always get that good coming back in as much as i can. authenticity is my homie + i knew if i didn't find out who i really am i would keep limiting myself. its like your whole life is on pause while you're scrapping around trying to find all these different personas until you |f e e l| comfortable. things typically don't workout because we aren't being authentic + no one is able to be two separate anythings unless you're a gemini + even they can't make it work when both [or more lol]  of their personalties come out ;). soooo i have been learning over the last 30 even years who i am + i have come to bond quite well with having intention in almost every movement i make, in and out of conscious. i believe that especially unconsciously, we are intent. thats the point of being in a state of unconscious, we will do as we should without feelings and worries outside of our personal realms. my end game is to make ripples, pure and good intended with purpose. if we're being honest, we are all here for a purpose. i am bringing growth, good vibes + clean energy to share. my interests are everything feminine energy, moons shit, water, vibes, homesteading + gardening, 80/20 holistic lifestyle, kids, life, relationships, body/mind/soul, etc etc. this website will be a cool little tool with access to different things... mini boutique, lifestyle blog, options to access coaching sessions + live chit chat links. goals have always been to align with my highest self + help others heal. lets just normalize weirdness with good intentions + authenticity. just because something isn't common doesn't mean it doesn't hold a value. but who i am anyways?

;xo